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C. J. Baker
03 February 2011 @ 11:46 pm

Friend me if you want to see all of my daring hijinx! :) If we're already friends, you don't have to do anything. :)
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C. J. Baker
03 February 2011 @ 11:27 pm

I think my Harley Quinn obsession is getting just a wee bit out of hand. I Harley'd my journal, added some new icons. :) I should really upgrade my account, just for more icons and no ads, but meh. Maybe next month. Anyway, you can see it here: somethingwicked 

I'll tell you what I'd like to do.....I wanna change my username. I've had this one for ten years, and it's....dated, for one. I chose it because I was heavily into Buffy at the time, and it seemed like something no one else would have. Kinda over it at this point. Maybe I'll change that too.... I dunno.

But anway, I like the change here! Harley, you are one fierce bitch. :) I need a Harley Quinn mood theme.... I found one, but it was....not great. I want an animated one. Hmm...

I thought it over and I'm going to go friends-only on this journal. I don't have any particular reason to do so, it just seems like something I should do. I'm leaving my ten years worth of entries readable, but from here on out, everything is locked.

Current Location: Mistah J's bed
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: Lady GaGa - Poker Face
C. J. Baker
26 January 2011 @ 10:08 pm

Huh. I have now had this journal for 10 years as of today.

I reread my first entry. Wow. That was way back when I was in my depression, so it was an....odd post. I'm so glad I snapped out of that and got over it. I was so weird. I mean, I'm still weird, but those entries make me uncomfortable. I don't like remembering me from back then. I'm not that girl anymore. I have no idea who she was.

Wow. Ten years. I should really work on getting a life or something....

Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
C. J. Baker
About....I don't know....7 years ago or thereabouts I made a few manipulations of Charisma Carpenter as Wonder Woman, put them on Photobucket and forgot about them. Well, mostly; about four years ago I was sure I deleted them all. I couldn't remember to be honest and I wasn't about to get back into my account and search through eight years of images to find them. Hells no. 

Anyway, a bunch of people on the facebook comic book community I've been frequenting have put up celebs as such and such hero. I remembered the Charisma manips, but was sure I had deleted them. So I did a google image search for other manips by other people of Charisma as Wonder Woman. I was sure there were some. I was right. But....

....when I came across: 

I was like.....hey, that's familiar.... That can't be the one I made forever ago. Someone else just had the same idea. So I clicked on the link from where it came from.... and it's some Spanish Angel site. And yes, that IS my image. LMFAO They had posted all the images I'd made, but it looks like this was the only one that survived the delete button. That makes sense, actually. This was the best of the batch. The others were....not great, if I remember correctly. They linked it back to this journal though. That was nice of them! :D From what little Spanish I know, I guess they liked the manips. LMFAO

Anyway, I guess I'm just amused that I accidentally found my own manip on google. :D That is all.
Current Mood: gigglygiggly
C. J. Baker
I had a weiiiiird dream last night that I was suddenly pregnant, and I have birth to an alien baby. It was bright, vivid green, with big black eyes and four legs. I was horrified at first and then I was like...awww....it's so cute. Cuz it kinda was. You know, for a four-legged green alien baby covered in afterbirth.

But seriously? WHAT THE FUCK? I do not EVER want to be pregnant, let alone to have an alien baby. I really hope I wasn't abducted last night and probed or impregnated or something. I really fucking hope that wasn't a memory I was reliving, because it was pretty damned vivid. LMFAO I'm only half-joking here. I really hope it was just my mind being its usual weird self.

So I thought I'd try to interpret this weird little mind fuck......


To see aliens in your dream, signify that you are having difficulties adapting and adjusting to your new surroundings. You are feeling "alienated" and disconnected. You may also be having difficulties with how to handle or deal with a certain situation or person. On a psychological level, seeing aliens represent an encounter with an unfamiliar or neglected aspect of your own self.

To dream that you are pregnant, symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing. You may not be ready to talk about it or act on it. Being pregnant in your dream may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal. 

In particular, if you dream that you are giving birth to a monster, then it implies that your inner creative energy has yet to blossom and grow into expression. You may have some hesitation in releasing this "monster" for fear that others will judge you or that they will not accept your ideals.  

Green signifies a positive change, good health, growth, fertility, healing, hope, vigor, vitality, peace, and serenity. The appearance of the color may also be a way of telling you to "go ahead".  Alternatively, green is a metaphor for a lack of experience in some task. 

To dream of three or more legs, denotes that you are undertaking too many projects. You are taking on more things that you can handle. Some of these projects will prove counterproductive.

Okay.....I'm sure some of this applies to me. I'm not sure what is unfamiliar or neglected about myself, cuz I'm pretty much just me. I do have a lot of projects going on right now, but nothing I can't handle. And nothing that is stressful in the slightest. I don't ever care what others think of me, so that doesn't apply....  Yeah. I don't know.

Just......what in fresh hell was that? I want to dream about Nightwing and his tight ass again. Now those are dreams I don't even need to try and interpret! LOL
Current Mood: anxiousparanoid
C. J. Baker
11 January 2011 @ 01:57 pm
Ugh. This winter storm is nasty right now. It's been snowing all day. The snow plows have only just come down my street. I have to go pick Kristen's boys up at the bus stop and watch them this evening, which is fine. I like hanging with them. 

I guess I'm just tired today. I don't know what it is. I feel like I didn't get any sleep, even though I did. It might just be the weather or something. I fiercely want a nap right now.

I also want to go to the library, as they have like, seven books in for me, but I don't think that's going to happen today.

Mrrrph. Winter, why can't you fuck off and die already?
Current Mood: lethargiclethargic
C. J. Baker
09 January 2011 @ 11:23 pm
So.....anyone else watch The Cape tonight?

Well, I did! And why didn't you?!Collapse )
Current Mood: rejuvenatedentertained
C. J. Baker
08 January 2011 @ 02:53 am


I had yet another dream about him last night. This is getting way out of hand. I should not be dreaming about fucking a comic book character. Seriously. It's....wrong....and.... And by God that costume is so tight he might as well be naked.... Wait, wait....I have to focus!! Wrong thoughts! WRONG! But oh so right....

Dick Grayson why you so sexy? I can't take it. *headdesk* I need laid. Stat.
Current Mood: naughtynaughty
C. J. Baker
06 January 2011 @ 09:33 pm
Ahhhhh.....more snow. And just when it had all melted and left the world green (okay, brown) colored. Now it's white again. BAH! I hate you snow. I want to kill you. KILL YOU WITH FIRE!!!!!!!!

Anyway, I'm doing pretty good with my new not-diet and exercise program. I've worked out for an hour every day (except today, but Thursdays are my reward day where I don't have to work out, so yay for that!). Yesterday Kristen and I did Just Dance on the Wii and got our asses kicked. I am soooo out of shape. I literally have no shape. I am shapeless. Ugh. BUT I intend to change that.

Hear that optimism? Bask in it. BAAAAAASK.

As you can clearly tell, I'm in a fine mood tonight. I bought a lamp today at Family Dollar for $6. Oh yeah, I'm a big spender! Afterwards we went back to Kristen's and chillaxed all night. We watched Winter Wipeout....which is automatic schadenfraude joy. I'm so glad that show is back. LOVE!

In other news of the weird, I am so back into comics in a big way. Always loved them, but I let that love kind of die to a quiet ember in my soul. And I have rediscovered my love of Dick Grayson (in all his incarnations). I still blame musesfool for this. I've had two sexy dreams about him in the past week, or thereabouts. I am not upset about this....though I think it's a sign of how utterly single I am that a comic book character is looking sexay. This makes me laugh. And roll over to go to sleep again. LOL

Ahhh....life. Weird little life.
Current Mood: enthralledenthralled
C. J. Baker
04 January 2011 @ 11:44 pm
I didn't win the Mega Millions. DAMN!!!!!! DAMN!!!! 

I can no haz big moneys. Someone else can haz big moneys, but not meeeeeeeeeeee!!!

Oh well. Screw the lottery. I think Publisher's Clearing House is the way to go. It seems like a smart move, like a solid operation. Yeah. I'm makin' big plans! LMFAO
Current Mood: sillysilly